my parents took the word anthony to identify_ME_an individual member ov thee collective that IS ALL LIFE existent... .

. ...I AM LIFE experiencing LIFE within and as LIFE and as LIFE continues as it does I will continue to experience LIFE within and as LIFE it SELF.

a friend once told_ME_"there is no self as such, only the experiencer experiencing the experience"

we were communicating about life, what else is there?

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KLpkXtM-VI8

I sat on my bed perfectly still, eyes wide open, intending to experience the experience the experiencer experiences

there was nothing... .

am I experiencing nothing I asked myself, can one experience nothing even... .

. ...beyond the experience of "nothing" I noticed (observed) that that which we call experience is in the main merely observation

taking this consideration further I experienced a being that had no words to expound it's actuality

in fact the moment one attempts to attribute words to "being" it becomes observation a thing that this "being" certainly is not

whilst interacting with 'the lovers of wisdom' on youtube I was informed that "being" was a state and not an experience... .

. ..."the state of being" being the experience, another observation, something the "being" I experienced most certainly was not (an observation)

as I 'pulled the last hair from my head' in 'desperation' at the inability words sometimes have to express the finer points of existential considerations, I found one that could be said to illustrate an aspect of the nature of being, that being "EXPRESSION" - ETYMOLOGY: 14c: from Latin exprimere, expressum to press out.

I wanted to know how we came to be in this REALITY that we have created for ourselves to experience and in the 'folding' found that I AM inherently creative as ALL LIFE IS and that we have allowed that inherent creativity to be manipulated by the acceptance of a false value system called "finance" the acceptance of which allows and creates further false values that feed what I call polite society.